OK..So..LOL I think I ruined our chances of moving to Nebraska! WOOHOO..LOL. OK..well I accidently told the lady that my dad was also gonna have another interview at Fresno..so she kinda freaked and now they have an ad out looking for a new cardiologist..and yeah my dad was like "Whatever..if they really wanted me they would've added more money or something." SO..HHAHAA..LOL. OK..people who are reading this are probably thinking I'm such a selfish bitch for doing that..and I swaer I didn't know she was gonna react like that. And plus..you guys need to live a day in my shoes and see how it is..you'll understand why I'm being soo selfish. FOr my whole life I've followed and done everything my parents wanted me to do..and when I looked up to them to get some sense of approval from them..they always shoot me down with insults and how much of an "ungrateful daughter" I am to them. But..I've learned that I need to take care of myself too..and moving to Nebraska would ruin my life. Yes..its high-time I become selfish for once. ANYWHOS..onto another subject..HIGH SCHOOL!! DUDE MAN i am soo fuckin scared..I have the WORST high school ever!! LOL Pulaski..Imma get my ass beat every single day for just being a freshman!!! AHH..but no the thing that really freaks me out is that back in Middle school..we never had all the cliques and groups and shit..we all hung out with each other no matter how different we were..the thing that made us really close was the fact that we were teenagers growing up..and we related and trusted each other soo much. BUT in high school I know there's all those cliques and groups and shit..and that bothers me because I'm so use to hanging out with everyone!! YES..well anything else..WELL..no. BYE FOLKS!