I hate him sooo much right now. Why the hell is he gonna act like that? I don't even know why he's gonna be so fuckin' mean to me...and say he's mad at me..I didn't do shit to him..and he has no right giving out my address and phone number to people...fuck him and his "friendship". Its kind of pathetic really how easily I can break down and cry over the stupidest stuff...how such little words could hurt me..and no matter how hard I try to hide that weakness of mines..it always gives out in the end..I just can't be strong when the people I trusted and actually really cared about just turn on me..and how stupid I am when I give my trust away. I guess part of the reason why I did cry after he hung up on me was the fact that I really believed with all my heart that things were gonna get better for us and that he and I were gonna be friends like we once were and that he wasn't gonna hate my guts..my I guess his hatred for me isn't gonna just go away. Its sad how I really believed in our friendship working out..how I acted so much like a little kid about this.