:( So, we decided not to go. I feel bad cause I was telling Nhia that he better go and appearently Ching bought me a going away present. But I know that I'm going to see them one last time before we leave..well I better. We went shopping yesterday and of course I spent way too much money on things I don't need but whatever. In response to Felicia's entry [time to reflect]...its true. all of it. I miss all of those days and for the longest time I held on to those memories for dear life. It was like I was living and replaying my life in the past. Then I realized it was time for me to move on, and no matter what I'm always going to have those memories and nothing will ever affect that. those were the days..but we have to live in the present. Its just how life is. :) So, when I made that realization life at high school got better for me. I've made friends who will never compare to you guys but they make me laugh and happy. just like you all did. I love you all and I hope you all live happy little lives and keep in touch over the years. Other than that. Things are pretty boring. I want to go watch a movie tonight but I don't know what or with who. Hrmmm..oh well. ♥EM