i swear..it was so nice to dance with him. he made me feel so special but i have to remind myself it was just a dance. that's what you do at dances. sighs..at times i wish he could be mine. but i know he likes laura. which hurts even more. vang..its so over. i'm so sick of him. i'm so sick of the way he is. UGH i'm so stupid for even considering him. well anyways. i'm sitting here in Jen's room waiting for her to come back. i want to go to the rare party too but i don't know if she'll want me to go. ? well i'm leaving cali sunday. i'm so sad. me and my damn mood swings. UGH lol. OK g2g..people here.