my heart is so confused now. it is never satisfied with what it has. i thought i had control over it but really it has complete control over me. what i thought was done and in the past is starting to show its face again in the present. i thought i put that away for good 2 years ago but my heart wont let me forget. the more it shows the more i start to feel comfortable again with it and i shouldnt. the aweful things it has done to me should be enough for me to not want it around but its sultry ways only brings me closer. my mind is screaming "GET THE FUCK OUT WHILE YOU CAN!" but my heart is saying "stick around to see if its the one youve been waiting for" im split. please make the right decison *our love was, comfortable and so broken in* -John Mayer