liking him is killing me. my heart is in so much pain and grief. it hurts. im hurting. its slowly eating away at me and i dont know if i can take it. i want to believe that it will become something more but im not sure anymore. i want it to become my fairytale ive always dreamed of. where is my prince charming? where the hell are you! -------------- hes in the land far far away and i have no way of getting there. my carriage is broken. *Love is the word used to label the sexual excitement of the young, the habituation of the middle-aged, and the mutual dependence of the old.* -John Ciardi