i like to think of myself as a piece of shit. im really a mean person. i know that i cant keep a boyfriend to save my life but yet i led the poor thing on and what do i do? i hurt his feelings. he was just to.. blah. he wasnt confident about anything. at all. he was always askin if i liked him or if he was doing everything right. fuck if i know? he was just a little creepy. i baught a new book. i cant put it down. i highly recommend you all to go out and buy the book Me Talk Pretty One Day by David Sedaris. its by far the best book ive read in years. that was my intelligent refrence for the day. --------------- im so indecisive. i cant make a decision on me on to save my life. i rely on everyone elses to make them for me. the only thing i decided on is the clothes i wear. thats about it. i suck at life. *Look, I don't want to wax philosophic, but I will say that if you're alive you've got to flap your arms and legs, you've got to jump around a lot, for life is the very opposite of death, and therefore you must at very least think noisy and colorfully, or you're not alive.*- Mel Brooks