these thoughts keep running through my head. you wanna hear them? -------------- how is he doing today? is he gone for the summer? 6 months is way to long my relationship is really going nowhere i like more guys than anyone i know i get too close to people and let them get to close to me 4 guys are in love with me i like all 4 of them school is almost over i need to change my life around im a dirty whore why cant i have them all im a really bad girlfriend what do people actually see in me i dont deserve him im sure all this will blow up in my face in the end is my uncle okay? how many friends do i really have im almost 18 i need to grow up i have my life completely under conrol *if you want to destroy my sweater, pull the string as i walk away* -Weezer