i feel myself becomming addicted to them. i want them everyday. all day long. when i dont get them, im angry. uneasy. displeased. stressed. pissy. but when i get them. i dont even remember taking them. they just slide down with the vodka so well that its like it never happend. then i become a noodle. everything blurry. like strobe lights. im happy again. nothing can ruin me being happy. im content. ---------- im on xanax