i can feel it creeping up my spine. it sends chills and shock waves through my body. it it almost starting to choke me. its beginning to become hard to breathe. my head feels like it is about to explode. all i can see is black. stress taking over my body. my mind. my life. everything. tears are becomming my new best friend. life is getting to difficult for me. nothing has ever kept me so distant from the people in my life i care about the most like this burden. work. money. friends. lover. mostly lover. to you: i promise when i tell you i love you i mean it. ive never ment it more to anyone in my life. but you are putting me through so much pain and stress, i dont feel like myself anymore. please stop. i want more than anything to help you but you have to let me. just grow up. im the boyfriend and the girlfriend in this relationship. i cant keep doing it. it has to change or im done. im tired of empty promises. im moving on. my heart hurts