Depressed of myself

Why do I always make myslef do stupid things? I feel an emotion over something I should'nt. I have jealousy over a girl who made out with some one else, now if we were going out that would be okay but were not, I consider her to be my best friend and I dont know what I would do without her. This girl is the most wonderful(couldnt think of a better word.) thing in the world my whole emotional stability throughout the last school year came from her. If your reading this Sylvia dont be mad at me for being jealous please I would hurt so bad if you were angry with me.I have to go because it is like 2 and I am tired I just needed to get stuff of my chest.
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that's sad... hope everything works out between u and the girl.
[Anonymous]
aw, that's sweet. i wouldnt ever be mad at you because of jealousy, i'm sure we'll both go through stuff like that. i wont ever kiss him again, well, if you dont want me to. then i wont, but you know, i think i said that the first time....anyways, im sorry, i do stuff a lot without thinking what the consequences would be. you have to forgive my foolishness sometimes.