I hate the world so much today. I have had a bad few days lately and all I wanna do is make everything and everyone go away except for my sisters and my finacee, I just want to be happy for one day....just one, but no, shit has to happen everyday....I love Rikki so much and I am so happy to have her, so dont think its her, its other things......I dont even feel like talking about them.....and my grades suck ass.....Fuck man, why is my life falling apart these past couple of days?????