Why the silence, I'm so sorry..... please dont do this to me, I hate myself, I hate this life. How could you do that to me, I camt think through all these thoughts running through my head, and I cant see through these tears but I want you to tell me why. hyrarchy_ld (7:07:55 PM): I'm sorry I didnt want to bring it up hyrarchy_ld (7:08:04 PM): I feel like shit now hyrarchy_ld (7:09:40 PM): please dont be upset with me hyrarchy_ld (7:12:07 PM): ..... I'm sorry hyrarchy_ld (7:12:28 PM): I dont know what else to say hyrarchy_ld (7:12:57 PM): please....... hyrarchy_ld (7:13:15 PM): I hyrarchy_ld (7:13:33 PM): understand if you dont want to talk to me hyrarchy_ld (7:14:23 PM): but please say something hyrarchy_ld (7:16:58 PM): why wont you say anything? hyrarchy_ld (7:17:27 PM): tell me you hate me just silence hurts I cant handle this, I need to go fucking die I am so fucking stupid I hate ME! why does silence hurt so much worse than words? I knew I shouldnt have said anything, I should have fucking just left it alone and everything would have been ok. But no my dumb mother fucking self had to fucking mention something I shouldnt, I must go and do something to make this go away though I know it wont.... why me?