Blargh

Feeling: blah
Ever Been Called... Dumb?: yes Retarded?: of course. Ugly?: many many many times Hot?: ehh one person says so but popular umm opinion is fuck no. Fat?: yes Anorexic?: ... no. A waste of space?: probably Useless?: maybe? Smelly?: sometimes A Slut?: not quite lol Beautiful?: same as the hot thing. Smart?: am I? Quiet?: sometimes. Boring?: yeah sometimes. A Bitch?: ehh I am a guy..... Rebel?: nope Conceited?: maybe. Currently What are you wearing?: Boxers and an Iron Maiden Tshirt Who are you talking to?: my fiancee(Rikki) and Sylvia How is the weather?: Dark and rainy. What are you listening to?: "Moonlight Sonata" by Beethoven What/Who are you thinking about?: Rikki and my business this week. What are you looking forward to?: Any chance I get to see or talk to Rikki or play music What are you dreading?: This weekend. How are you feeling?: horny and umm tired lol wierd combo. How is your hair?: as normal. What are you annoyed by?: way too many things to list. Emotions What emotion do you feel the most?: love What emotion is the best?: love Worst?: heartache What songs make you cry?: umm..... What movies make you cry?: cant remember lol. What always cheers you up?: Rikki and my friends and music What makes you madder than anything?: Umm if you know me you should know this already. What hurts you the most?: umm stuff. Who makes you happy?: Rikki, my friends, music, sisters and brothers. Depressed?: umm not now but used to be a lot. Are you a really emotional person?: yes What do you do when you're depressed?: take it out on myself mentally. What song do you think was written about your life?: "A Tout Le Monde" by Megadeth When Was The Last Time You.. Burped?: earlier today Went to the movies?: i don't remember Went out to eat?: ... i don't remember Cried?: umm yesterday maybe? Got dumped?: last year sometime. Dumped someone?: only once and I dont remember. Threw up?: today. Went skating?: a long long long long long time Went for a walk?: a few days I think. Ate ice cream?: god only knows. Got into a fight?: I cant remember. Issues Do you do drugs?: fuck that shit! Do you have a mental disablity/illness?: not that I know of. Are you on any medication for any type of disorder?: no What kind?: none Do you or have you ever had an eating disorder?: no. What kinds of illnesses run in your family?: too many to list. Who was the last person you... Talked to: my mom Yelled at: uhh I dont remember honestly. Kissed: Rikki Hugged: Rikki Went out to eat with: i don't remember Flirted with: ?no idea. Talked to on the phone?: Rikki IMed: Sylvia E-Mailed: i don't remember Got flowers from: never. Danced with: I dont know. Fought with: I cant fucking remember! Worried about: Rikki Cried over: .......... Thought about: Rikki Are you... Understanding?: I attempt. Pretty?: no. Nice?: I guess. A bitch?: ............ Hard to get?: I am a guy who is really bored..... Confident?: not at all. Depressed?: not at the moment Hyper?: no Friendly?: am I? Hungry?: no Original?: do you think I am? Shy?: way much so. Emotional?: ehh yeah. Messy?: sometimes Immature?: a lot Sad?: not really Trusting?: somewhere in between 4 and 6 people. Healthy?: no Sleepy?: yes Lonely?: ehh Independent?: umm ehh? Romantic?: I dont think so..... Do You... Do you drink [alcohol]?: FUCK NO! Do you party a lot?: No Do you use drugs for recreational purposes?: FUCK NO! How often do you use the word "like" in an average hour?: depends. Do you skip classes? no Do you steal?: no. Do you wear inappropriate clothing?: depends. Do you drool over celebrities?: no not really. Do you watch a lot of TV?: no Do you ever watch the news?: sometimes Do you read books often?: no Are you failing a lot of your classes?: none Do you spend most of your time with your friends?: I try to. Do you smoke cigarettes?: blargh Do you hang out a lot in malls, or at Seven Elevens: no Do you often find yourself with a crush on someone?: no Do you cuss a lot?: fuck yeah Are you desperate to fit in?: nope. Are you intelligent?: sometimes I guess. Do you spend a lot of time on your appearence?: not at all. Make-up?: I am a guy, a straight guy, who is not metrosexual and blah blah no. Low-cut tops?: umm no I am a guy Do you flip your hair when you talk, even if you don't realize it?: not enough hair lol. giggle alot?: ehh depends Read YM, Teen, Cosmo, at all?: Fuck no. [In the last 24 hours, have you] Cried: nope Bought something: nope Gotten sick: no Sang: yes Eaten: yes Been kissed: yes Felt stupid: yes Wanted to tell someone you loved them, but didn't: no Met someone new: no Moved on: no. have a crush on: no Had a serious talk: no Missed someone: yes Hugged someone: yes Fought with your parents: no Dreamed about someone you can't be with: I dont..at all. [Personal] Who is your role model: Dimebag Darrell and Zakk Wylde and a few others. What are some of your pet peeves: god can only count that high. Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: yes Have you ever cried over the opposite sex: yes Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: no Have you ever lied to your best friend(s): yes Want someone you don't have right now: no I am perfectly content with my fiancee. Ever liked your friend?: yes Do you want to get married?: yes Do you want kids?: yes...as many as she wants I guess. Do you believe you know the person whom you will marry at this point in time?: yes Are you happy with you?: nope Are you happy with your life?: yeah most of the time. If you could change something in your life right now, what would you change?: cant decide. Pierce your nose or tongue?: no Be serious or be funny?: yeah Do you have a crush? no I do not, I have a love whom fills my heart so much so as to keep me from even thinking about being with anyone else. Who is it?: None.
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that was intresting...but I am now committing "internet suicide"....