i love Britian. i never thought i would feel this way about someone. (yeah, i know.. that saying is overused..and usually untrue.. but in this case it is entirely true). i really am in love with him. i love him more than i have ever loved anyone. the feelings i have for him are nothing that i have ever experienced. love is amazing. i don't know what i would do if i didn't have him in my life. (i would probably still be begging for Raymond to take me back. ew sick) i hope that this feeling never goes away. ..i hope he never goes away