i write too many entries =x so basically i just got all teary eyed.. it all started when i was writing down of what i think is the "perfect guy." like things he would do. &then i realized i'm never gonna have that &wasn't even sure i'll ever have a decent, long-lasting relationship. if i thought the ones that were only a month or 2 would last a year or more.. then i really have problems here. =/ i cannot sleep again tonight &i know why. tonight was great &kinduh got things off my mind. but it always comes back somehow, sometime. i just wish i would forget about it already. but i don't know if i could ever use those three words again. my perspective on love is definetely beyond messed up by now. you make "i love you" seem over-rated you give love a bad name =x "HARSH" i know.