+ pathetic

Listening to: it dies today
Feeling: shocked
I'll leave your lips soaked with remnants of a love held together by deception.
so i let him go.. big deal right? exactly. i feel the worst. but i had to, i can't go on with another long distance relationship. been through two of those, both didn't work. &i didn't want to get hurt again. so it's selfish.. way. i'm so selfish, it sickens even me. the mom &i fight all the time &it's my fault. i'm the biggest brat &i know it. so why don't i change it? you can't always change how you are. especially me, the failure. so now i'm with a new boy &we have the best time together. he acts like i'm his world. we've wanted to be a couple eversince we met practically. but ofcourse my heart's gonna get broken, again. what comes around goes around right? EXACTLY. in six days i go from confident to shattered. most of the time that can happen in one day. typical me;; + we've got a heartwreck
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i'm sorry about the other boy, i don't think i could go with a long distance relationship either.

i saw you & josh together today-- so cute! if you guys have liked eachother that long, i'm sure you two will be together for a while and things will work out. good luck dear! ♥
ohh & sorry if i got his name wrong. i think his name is josh? lmao.