ever so sweet.. you make this seem. my life is a fucking rollercoaster. in orcutt, yesterday was the most interesting day i've had in a LONG time. so there's this guy.. i'm probably not too special to him, but i seem to think differently on my part. he realized i'm way different than most girls &respected that. i've never seen this side of him before. we talked of so many things &he made me laugh alll the time, and i love that. but we could never ever be and that's mostly okay with me. minus the fact; i really like this guy. i always seem to end up in a we-like-eachother-alot-but-could-never-be relationship with boys. or in other words; friends with benefits. i swear i'm not a slut. i'm over him, i think, i mean, i have to be, soon, i wish now was soon. so, i'm sick with a cold. this SUCKS.