hello....how are you?......me im allright...jsut sitting on this cold bench admiring the stars this cold evening....beautiful arent they?...the nigths just seem to be growing on us these days...kinda makes me feal icky...but guess thats to be suspected about darkness...its pretty powerful and aw insoring...waht a un imaginable force that can sweep anything and everyone underneath it like dust on the floor...makes me smile though....and icky conforting blanket of darkness that putes em to bed at night...my day was pretty good...wne to over to alishas.....chilled outside and talked about old past experiances...bad ones...but its good to know your not the only one right?.....yeah.....im fealing pretty good right now jsut thinking outloud here as usual...im kinda worried about my freinds...speacially my love chelsea..its ben a while since ive talked to her and weve grown kinda distant but the loves stil there...i need make a big effort to shortin up that distance i think..she needs a friend like me more then ever....i think she allways has...i miss her...hope shes ok ...love ya wee one if you are readin this...smoke on the stars seems to make them brighter ....u know there there still ....my stars....ill shine with yuo one day....i lvoe you alisha u need to hurry home.....godbye lovers and sinners.