Hello world....to feal a little less insane im going to update you on my life ...hold on i need a cigerette...ok...here it goes. IF you dont know im having a child , and i love it with all my heart.....THis world is horrible to people....the world is not fair to itself...i have found myself among this and accepted that i will be ok and i jsut want to walk somewhere...please all of you pray for me , wish for me that i am ok ...whatever it is that you doto think of somone for them to make it...cuz i want all of us to make it...and i want to let you embrace my child and lvoe her with all of your hearts....i canstop thinkin about the future for us...weare at large and we love each other in such a horrible way....i lvoe youand iwant you to take care of me and my family on the way...i have plans and i want to embrace them and carry them on with my soul to all of you....take care of me and my family....there is so much lvoe that you can have....take care of us..and each other...its for the best...lvoe the ones you lvoe and give them your everything...to my freinds i miss and lvoe you all ...wish me happiness...to my lover and my wife at ehart....i lvoe you and we will be happy...to the ones who are reading this and dont know me...i lvoe you...take care of each other and let me know how love is for you...i keep you with me ....ill end on this quote... " my thoughts were so loud i couldnt here my mouth" - a song we the world seem to hold in our hearts