ive gone to fuck up again ....well hello freinds in back about 2 months later and 1 year older....look at me....im so great....right... waht is it to forget somone? how do you make something right again ? did you make that mistake for the best? can you apologize? can you be saved? how much is this going to hurt? hurt all of us? u made a mistake when you didnt know the truth about things,was this your fault or just a lack of fealing, fealing that you would lose somone,who you would never hurt. the fealing of lies flowing in and out and hurt not knowing were to squeeze in between the guts inside... to feal dam well stupid ro feal fuking dead and want to run away... tog et it out is just another failed atempt, i have to get learn lo get out and stay out, to take a holiday and say im sorry to let the music play hard and hurt the ears of life its a hard thing to say these days waht ever happens id pick you to be with on an island alone, to live out a week of starvation and defeat id curl up next to you with thestars above i have hurt you in the past and soon the future hurt is enevitable but i will love you and make love to you with my soul to me you are the pasrt wich makes me beat i am peices withot you and i need you to my anonomous love keep me in the bushes and under the blankets with the candle of brigth future for us and my porch of the greatest memories soon you will understand my love for you i will die for you and im sorry that i must i have no choice but you i love you good night my love sweet dreams dream about us MUAH night bye