and my eyes go home to the heart

Listening to: fan in the window
Feeling: wrong
today has ben a, " fun house" of emotiunal catastraphies , i walked like 14 miles today, sut walking with no perticular reason wahts so ever, my body is killing me and it feals like its dying, not to mention im sick , imt ierd of jsut being shitty on teh inside and out, i need a vacation. My parents are true bitches, i dotn know waht they do or how they do it but they piss me off with every dam word that coems out of there mouths , i want to staple tehm shut, along with everyone elses mouths too , there all anoying , everyone of them ,right now i guess im going through a stage of " i hate everbody" , cuz im dont reallty give a shit about myself anymore so everyone ese is fucked , maby a speacial few are tn quite as fucked as the rest, sory if this " hurts " anyone, try walking in ym shoes for a day , maby youd go into shock,a nd die .oh what tangle webs we weave, waht intracasies of life anf love and loss of innocence, smone get me otu of this poetic hell hole and light my ass on fire so i can at lseast see life fucking me over...dammit im hurt, to much bullshit with bullshitting people, get a funk life , god knows i need one to steel...im gonan go pass out im to fukin buzzed or some shit this resins has me buggin, damn it i ahte life, i wana move away ,i need a new start i fucke thisone up again...goodbye im tierd of this brihgt ass fucking screen, night shit heads with all the hate i got, your god
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i love u
[Anonymous]
nater bater hunny i love u "as a brother tho!" but everything will be ok i promise! so just hang in there and everything will be just fine i promise so anyhoo i guess i will talk to you tomorrow i was gonna talk to you today but u aparently ain't answering you phone i hope nothing bad has happend to you! but i guess i will talk to you latas! love always and forever jenny "l/u/l/a/b/!'
[Anonymous]
feel better natey poo :( parents suck nuts. mother and i really got into it the night of the game. i'll tell you about it at school tomorrow. it was rather funny. O.o lol.
love is grand ^_^ tra la la