I don't know what to say anymore. No one gives a shit. Jeff and I almost broke up yesterday. There was a huge fight. All over Jenifer. I don't care anymore. I can't be with him if things are going to be this way. I've realized that I have no friends. No real friends, anyway. Jeff apparently believes that I'm not his best friend; Jenifer is. He's just my boyfriend. I'm just a girl he can call his "girlfriend". I've known my "friends" for a couple years now and only up until recently they've began to take distance from me. I never get any phone calls. I never get anyone asking me if I want to go with them somewhere. All I do is sit at home and sleep. Or I'm with my boyfriend. He has a phone, too. I'm not worried about it. They're going to do what they need to do. I doubt I'll hear from any of them after high school, anyway. On the other hand, OReilly's called me yesterday. Jim wants to "go over a few more things with me". I'm not quite sure what that means but I'll have to call and find out today. Hopefully it leads to me having a job. That way I'll actually have something to do after school now. I apologize for being a bitch. But this is how I feel.