Jeff's going into the military here pretty soon and we probably won't continue our relationship from here on out while he's gone. I don't think I can handle this. I really don't. I don't want to lose him. He told me his mom is going to help support him from now on and he's leaving the apartment here within the week. His mom is going to put him through the military and through college and buy him a car. I hate myself for this. I should've never left him there by himself. I knew this was going to happen. I just can't see us being over after almost three years. But if this is what he wants, then so be it. I'm going over to the apartment later so we can talk some more. But I'm pretty sure I'll be leaving the apartment a single woman. We were supposed to get married. We were supposed to have kids and raise a family. We were supposed to be together forever. Why is this happening?