Ok i kno im a loser ... like writing again so soon... but it just does to show how fast things can get shitty.and i like writing in here because it gets some steam away... I dno everything was doing really good... but that Compeating thing... with my friend realli got to me. UGH i promised myself i wuldnt let it ... not again ... maybe its just me i dont know ... i realli think going to a new school would be a big change ... i was thinking about it alot today for once... ugh later today has just been shitty... i tried to ignore it ... it worked for awhile but then didnt seem to work ... whatever i think the best thing to do is forget it so thats what im gonna try and do ... AHHH I JUST NEED TO SCREAM RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!!! ... Peace sammie--- and i regret i started somthing i couldnt finish and if we go down we go down together... best friends means ... well best friends means..