ill never really be able to express how you friendship makes me feel. Its tough having so much to say but not knowing how to say it. Ill try to express my feelings is a way not so cold or hurful. But its hard and I am trying my hardest to figure out a way to open myself in a way you wont find a problem with. I hate my family... they really suck. and noone understands. I feel like this is such bullshit. Summer is soppose 2 be fun! help me please someone!... i cant talk to ne1 because the person i told everything to, well we arnt friends anymore. We are so diffent tho. i thought we were alot alike but i was wrong. Maybe this is why im mad. Or maybe its because i have never been in a fight with gordon that has lasted longer then a day or maybe its cuz of julia or maybe its everything or maybe its because im jelous. Im always jelous. G-d all my friends tell me i cant give in tho, i cant say sorry first, i cant forgive herm, im always the one to give in first. I ALWAYS DO EVERYTHING first. i dno maybe i should just give up. i dont even know whats going on. WELL I CANT REGRET CAN YOU JUST FORGET IT I started something I couldn't finish And if we go down, we go down together best friends means, WELL BEST FRIENDS MEANS And I've got a twenty-dollar bill that says you're up late night starting fist fights versus fences in your backyard Wearing your black eye like a badge of honor SOAKING IN SYMPATHY FROM FRIENDS WHO NEVER LOVED YOU NEARLY HALF AS MUCH AS ME Broken down in bars and bathrooms All I did was what I had to DONT BELIEVE ME WHEN I TELL YOU "ITS JUST WHAT ANYONE WOULD DO" TAKE THE TIME AND TALK ABOUT IT THINK ALOT AND LIVE WITHOUT IT DONT BELIEVE ME WHEN I TELL YOU ITS SOMTHING UNFORGIVABLE WELL I CANT REGRET CAN YOU JUST FORGET IT I started something I couldn't finish If we go down, we go down together best friends means, well best friends means AND YOU NEVER KNEW WHAT I NEVER TOLD YOU Everything I know about breaking hearts I learned from you, it's true I've never done it with the style and grace you have But I've made long term plans based on these mistakes Is this what you call tact? I swear you're as subtle as a brick in the small of my back so let's end this call, AND END THIS CONVERSATION THERES NOTHING WORSE... that's right he said, that's right he said it I swear, you have no idea THE JELOUSLY THAT BECAME ME THINKING that's right he said that you always had it way too easy Best friends means I pulled the trigger Best friends means you get what you deserve the capitals in this song remind me of our friendship... blah i dont even know whats going on --letter to g-d-- help me through this help me be stronger help me forgive help me forget help me be a better person im about to break help me here for goodness sake i wanna be stronger i want to be better help me here with the pain make it all go away make me feel better The funny thing is that... All i need to know if that im somthing youl be misssing... And id feel better... ps.. --- THE FALLOUT BOY CONCERT WAS LAST SUNDAY...JUNE 6TH... I REALLY WANTED TO GO...