... its a shame i dont think they will notice ok so yea im back from lilys witch was amanzingly fun!! haha omg i havent hung out with all them in awhile and it felt good to cuz i had forgotten how much fun they all were... i love all my friends dont get me wrong ... but it was just so fun to go there and have so much fun nd forget about everything ellse and everything that is going wrong. It was just like old times and we all missed it so much!... ok well im home now and today is jens birthday! ... i love her so much yay!!... i think she is having a bon fire and if she does then im going cuz i love her and shes my litto thirteen year old haha so is ashlee! whos birtthay was a few daiz ago! haha yay but shes in newmexico and i miss her so much!! ... well yea im just sitting here listening to music now and im going to go shower soon and theres nothing ellse really to say but yea ... its weird... this is somthing i have to add... you think you know someone but then... they act like total strangers... someone u kno lies and you cant trust... .... ill furget about them... fuck this.. haha but yea i love everyone!! peace sammie---