i dont know what feeling aloof means but whatever it does mean thats what im feeling. wow ok its really weird when you talk to old friends or think of people u havent thought about in a long time. its weird... i dont know how im feeling right now... its not bad but its not AMAZING its just a feeling .... so neways this was a random weekend... party at my house friday was fuckin awsome haha then saturday was so boring because i didnt go out and i rented the grudge nd it was the worst movie in the world.... i dont really kno what to write about right now keeping up with you is something i could never do and i know somethings wrong cuz youv been gone too long a fucking waste of my time is all that youv become the choice is up to you to find out what to do to let it go or keep kicking me to the side im getting tired of your shit and i cant deal with it i gave up giving in, and now it's time to say goodbye