wow no1 could ever feel as shitty as i did yesterday... wow thats insane... yea so saras was deffinetly alot of fun then the next day we all went to the mall... where i saw... yea i dont even wanna say it im so mad... well i was even madder yesterday wow... why are guys like this? ... i mean soo imattureeee omg i ahh sum1 jus kill me really or omg ahhh ill kill myselff.... then wow wat a bitch my mom is i cant even explain im so mad at her... she told me to leave to i did... it was like 11 and i have nowhere 2 go so i jus sat outside but then it got 2 cold so i came inside nd locked myself in my room... RAWR i wanna kill her sumtimes i hatee itt but whatever then later that night i was on the phone wit gordon ... im lucky i have a good friend like her ... i started cryying my eyes out 2 her but she was a good friend and made me feel better... then i felt SOO much better we had such a funny conversation omg i culdnt stop laughing wow! gordon i love u! ... october 16 ... no special day... ITS GUNNA BE SO MUCH FUN! HAHA I LOVE U... nd yea but i like cant stop thinking about itt ahh it makes me so upset that guys can be this stupid! but im gunna go before i upset myself even more ssaamm