*reading unrealistic memories* i was just looking at all the old things i wrote in my diary and poems nd shit i wrote i never can belive that that happend it feels unrealistic and feels like it never happend... but i feel kinda sad... i derno why ... but im happy now cuz things have changed alot from back then and its a good thing ...and what the fuck... how could people be like so gay back then? really people are stupid it feels like all of that stuff was a lie and it was never really there but if u read some of the stuff i wrote... you wuldnt believe i was a 7th grader because it is all true... so believe it cuz its how life was for a whole year witch was so fucking crazy wow *but yea neways... friday was so much fun me nd grace think! until like later at night but yea hahaha nd sherry is so fucking funny wow!! then saterday i got in a fite with a friend nd was feeling kinda upset but then had fun at night and slept at graces i was happy but we got 9 1/2 hours of sleep and on friday i got like four so i was soo tired all day i could tell by how i started crying .. but yea today is sunday and i really dont wanna go to school 2marro so im gunna try nd ditch lol but yea neways ill write more later... _UNrealISTIC memories never fade away_ -Gordon if u see this... sorry... i shuldnt have said what i said*