i wud tell u all bout y im soooo fucked up but right now i cant b bolloxed n farnkly none of u care.but i wil have a lil tell...basically my whole life has been fuked up since i was 4 n im not gunna go in2 that! ive thought of suicide since i was 10, started 2 self harm at 13, had my 1st suicide attempt at 14 n had my 2nd one this year on the 2nd of feb. i cover everythin up by makin ppl laugh n most ppl fall 4 it. well basically im now at my very worst in over a year coz on the weekend my mum tried 2 kill herself n i had a "little" bit of a mental breakdown n still havent quite recovered...hmm lucky me! o well hope u liked the lovely introduction to me! :)