FUCK IT ALL FUCK THIS WORLD FUCK EVERYTHING THAT IT STANDS FOR sums it up nicely im tired of being bi-polra, im tired of not being able to stop cutting or making self-afflictions no matter how hard i try, im tired of failing at school, im tired of not being who everyone wants me to be, im tired of being a faliure, im tired of my mother always talking about "understanding other people's pain" when she doesnt have the slightest idea who her daughter really is, im tired of helping people when they need me and then they ditch me like a used condom or tissue...nobody wants to go near it. im ok with those who will still want me after ive done them some help, but those who use me for their own benifit fuck me off. im tired of people not even recognising that i only have one talent, one that isnt academic. im tired of being so hollow and void but most of all im tired of being me