im reall y REALLY happy for those of you who say the following, so please dont take this the wrong way if you read this "yeah i used to selfharm but then i thought about how much of a waste it was and i had my friends etc etc etc" ok, fantastic for you (really, im being sincere) BUT its not that easy if youve been through such diverse experiences and its reached such a point, its NOT something you can just walk away from and have as a vague distant memory it takes too much effort to try and overcome the ballistic bastard but im glad you feel that way, and good for you liv x _____________________________________________ Looking out the door I see the rain fall upon the funeral mourners Parading in a wake of sad relations as their shoes fill up with water And maybe I’m too young to keep good love from going wrong But tonight you’re on my mind so you never know When I’m broken down and hungry for your love with no way to feed it Where are you tonight, child you know how much I need it Too young to hold on and too old to just break free and run Sometimes a man gets carried away, when he feels like he should be having his fun And much too blind to see the damage he’s done Sometimes a man must awake to find that really, he has no-one So I’ll wait for you... and I’ll burn Will I ever see your sweet return Oh will I ever learn Oh lover, you should’ve come over ’cause it’s not too late Lonely is the room, the bed is made, the open window lets the rain in Burning in the corner is the only one who dreams he had you with him My body turns and yearns for a sleep that will never come It’s never over, my kingdom for a kiss upon her shoulder It’s never over, all my riches for her smiles when I slept so soft against her It’s never over, all my blood for the sweetness of her laughter It’s never over, she’s the tear that hangs inside my soul forever Well maybe I’m just too young To keep good love from going wrong Oh... lover, you should’ve come over ’cause it’s not too late Well I feel too young to hold on And I’m much too old to break free and run Too deaf, dumb, and blind to see the damage I’ve done Sweet lover, you should’ve come over Oh, love well I’m waiting for you Lover, you should’ve come over ’cause it’s not too late