ahahahahahahahahaha i got new guitar strings!!!! they make such a better noise, waaayy sharper notes n heavier! yay! n with the amp it sounds amazing ive decided being as cant quit no matter how hard i try, i can carry on self harming as long as its barley visible or looks like summin else. like yesterday i did some cuts n made it look like i had cut myself shaving. got2 admit it looks quite believable ive kept my bipolar at bay for a while but i feel it creeping back. taking over again the darkness comes back clouding over my mind lucky me