It really doesn't matter anymore ..... Scott and me are still together but slowly seprating and i figured it would have to happen but i never wanted it to ... i thought for some reason it would be different but nothing is for me .... guys i fall for just want to use me like Zach or something happens that screws everthing up ..like what me and Scott are going through right now ...i'm not going to try anymore ...if me and Scott break up then i'll wait for him ...i can't go through another relationship ...i won't allow myself to ...i love Scott to much ...fuck ....Jeffmoo said he might come down and visit this weekend since he got his job and i talked to Scott and he plays the bass and i didn't know that ..he's not GREAT at it but it's a hell a lot better than what i could do ...well i am going to watch family guy and aqua team hunger force ..byes LonelyBob