i feel a bit sad today ...Yesterday i realized that school is out Scott will be leaving soon ...and things will be changing again....and i called Scott yesterday and i got kinda mad at him because he had to work on his car and stuff and couldn't talk to me and i got really mad so i think he is mad at me but i shouldn't of got mad he had to work on his car i just think we haven't really spent time together since Saturday and it's bothering me and i tried to call him today but no one answered ......:( sadness .... today i have to go to the docter and my family is going to find out i'm not a virgin ..... i hope they don't over re-act ....and i will probably be put on the pill whichisn't really a bad thing i guess .... well i'm going to go Byes Upset Bob