I AM: lonely I WANT: someone to cuddle with I HAVE: loving friends I WISH: for money I HATE: liars I FEAR: rape I HEAR: screaming I SEARCH: for myself I WONDER: why im not good enough for him I REGRET: falling in love I LOVE: my best friend, gina I ALWAYS: cause drama I AM NOT: happy I DANCE: when im drunk I SING: badly I AM NOT ALWAYS: lazy I WRITE: only in my sitD I WIN: drama queen of the year awards I LOSE: respect from the people i most want it from I CONFUSE: everyone I NEED: to be a lesbian I SHOULD: quit doing drugs x. YOU KEEP A DIARY: this one x. YOU LIKE TO COOK: i go to culinary school x. YOU HAVE A SECRET YOU HAVE NOT SHARED WITH ANYONE: yep x. YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE: sometimes x. THE WEIRDEST PERSON YOU KNOW: mccray x. THE LOUDEST PERSON YOU KNOW: gina's mom x. THE SEXIEST PERSON YOU KNOW: timothy x. THE CUTEST PERSON YOU KNOW: fes x. CLOSEST FRIEND[s]: gina, jenn, madi x. THE LAST IMAGE/THOUGHT YOU GO TO SLEEP WITH: what i can do to get timothy back x. INSIDE JOKE: 5 on the fugly scale! HAVE A CRUSH: yah WANT TO GET MARRIED: eventually GET MOTION SICKNESS: nope THINK YOURE A HEALTH FREAK: fast food baby! GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS: not really LIKE THUNDERSTORMS: i like the rain CURRENT HAIR COLOR: blond EYE COLOR: hazel BIRTHPLACE: tampa, florida NUMBER: 11 COLOR: "old people" purple DAY: 4/20 MONTH: april SONG(S): "sitting, waiting, wishing" by jack johnson SEASON: winter DRINK: orange soda PREFERENCES: CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT: Make out CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE: hot chocolate DARK OR WHITE CHOCOLATE: dark VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE: chocolate IN THE LAST 24 HRS, HAVE YOU... CRIED? yes HELPED SOMEONE? no BOUGHT SOMETHING? nope GOTTEN SICK? yep GONE TO THE MOVIES? cant afford it GONE OUT FOR DINNER? no money! SAID 'i love you'?: yeah WRITTEN A REAL LETTER: nope TALKED TO AN EX?: i wish MISSED AN EX?: always missing todd WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL?: yeah HAD A SERIOUS TALK?: yep MISSED SOMEONE? my brother, david HUGGED SOMEONE? gina FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS? my mom is drunk right now so yah FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND? nope Would you ever: 1. Eat a bug?: depends on how hungry i was 2. Bungee jump?: of course 4. Kill someone?: if they pissed me off bad enough 5. Kiss someone of the same sex? i already have 6. Have sex with someone of the same sex?: i cant find an attraction to girls so no 7. Parachute from a plane?: probably 8. Walk on hot coals?: for what...no 9. Go out with someone for their looks? if it was brad pitt, yes 11. Be a vegetarian?: nope, got to have my meat 12. Wear plaid with stripes? of course, im tacky 13. IM a stranger?: sure 14. Sing Karaoke? id have to be drunk 15. Get drunk off your ass? i do it all the time 16. Shoplift? five finger discounts! 17. Run a red light? sadly, i often do it 18. Star in a porn video? im hot, yes 19. Dye your hair blue? blue is ugly 20. Be on Survivor? id miss people too much 21. Wear makeup in public?: i dont but i would 22. Not wear makeup in public? i do it all the time 23. Cheat on a test? i would but only if i was desperate 24. Make someone cry? if they deserve it 25. Date someone more than 10 years older? if i was in love or they were rich