its hard to believe that at 19, after all the shit ive been through, that my stupidity level has yet to reach its heighth. i make the same mistakes over and over and somehow never learn from them. i find myself repeating bad history like i think its going to be different this time around. it never is. when will i learn? * * * it is said that what doesnt kill you, makes you stronger. im starting to think that the quote should be 'what doesnt kills you, turns your heart cold.'