okay so tim called me but of course he was a lameass. he didnt even care that he forgot to call me yesterday or that i was upset or anything. so i told him that i never wanted to talk to him again. he doesnt care. it really hurts but trying to be his friend isnt working. he doesnt want to be apart of my life and im not going to force him. i want to, but i wont. so i told him not to answer my calls, but i mean whats new? he doesnt anyways. i guess we arent friends or anything anymore, im sad, but i know its for the better (as much as it hurts to say that). i mean he doesnt care anyway, whats the point of pretending?