its not as if im at a loss for words. its just that i can never sit down to write everything running through my head. as soon as i put my fingers to the keyboard i forget everything. lets start with the basics. -im motivating myself to go to school in january. im so sick of sitting around bored and feeling worthless. im gonna really do it this time. -i need to get another job but im gonna procrastinate until i forget what i was supposed to be doing. -me and shaun have been "talking" for a couple weeks now. i hate to put labels on anything though because somehow it complicates everything. i like him but im not ready to be committed or to pretend im not a selfish whore. just for the record. -im still slanging. no dangers yet but that doesnt mean there arent any. im straight so far. i just dont want to fall knee deep into hustle money. its bad. so i keep spending it instead of saving it. basically a bad situation all around. -i need a new coat for the winter. its rapidly approaching and im cold. i wanted a black carhart for like a week then i saw this button up pea-coat-esque coat at kohls by vera wang. im in love. i want it. -i miss simpler days. thats all.