i cant do this anymore. as much as i love shaun, i want to break up with him. its like he needs step by step instructions for our whole relationship. its like he's fuckin retarded. i dont want to hurt his feelings but im sick of having to tell him EVERY LITTLE THING to do. literally, every little thing. its exhausting. its also embarrassing to have a boyfriend so clueless as to how a relationship works. i just cant take it anymore.