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Listening to: nothin
Feeling: unattractive
well, lost a lot off self esteem today... i hate it wen people bash me all the goddamn time...i wont show it but it hurts... w.e fuck them...or...yea... iono, foot ball game was fukin cold...and i didnt go with that chick that kinda bugs me...i went with my...best...friend. saw a few ppl there like troy an melissa and her friends...but iono. im so tired...and i feel low right now, so the best thing to do wud to be...to watch the simpsons or something then fall asleep... leave comments aLySsA
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ur diary thing looks very bleak. lol. :)
[Anonymous]
aww. thanks. yea most of the time at school when ppl make fun of me or w/e i juss kno its only to make themselves feel better. cuz they are the type that think they all BiGshots and all but yea i juss brush it off and try acting like it doesnt bother me when im at school. but w/e i kno that they're the type of people that i shouldnt even waste my time on.
[Anonymous]
hey i dont mind at all. of course u could add me to ur friends list.

umm and yea people really do need to shut up sometimes like u said. yea i wouldnt ever be able to live with myself if i knew i made some1 feel so bad
[Anonymous]
oh wow. that sucks. im sorry that people make you feel that way.

alotta ppl do that to me. they make fun of me and all that shyt cuz they think that i wont say anything back cuz im mostly shy and well cuz i usually dont say anything back
but oh well who cares about those people that say shytt that gets u down
they juss tryna make themselves feel better
[Anonymous]
lol thats a great way 2 think. first thing u hear u put down. so do u do that when ur like writing a paper or something? u hear a song so u write all the lyrics? lol. that would b funny....
[Anonymous]
ooooo ok i get it now. i thought it just meant nah nah nah likle u had nothing else 2 put or something. lol
[Anonymous]
hey, i am in brendastarr. i am the guitarist. we play 80's metal, hard rock, rock'n'roll. most of that kinda stuff. i see you are friends with a buddy of mine greg. cool.
[Anonymous]
simpsons is good!
: P
omg my dad rules, he just gave me £40! he never gives me that kind of money. now i can by big pressies and sm fone credit haha, im happy now.
hey wats ur name supposed 2 mean? just random?
[Anonymous]
don't havta tell me about it, trust me. i've decided to just become a hermit and avoid all human contact.
lol, yeh cud b quite tricky, maybe il pike sum of my parents. or jst by ppl rly smal pressies.
lol yea me either. a friend set up this whole thing 4 me and im afraid 2 change stuff because i'll probably mess somethin up. :)
[Anonymous]
don't let ppl get you down, they aren't worth it. fuck dem all.
oh man, it was a great episode.
there was this "this land is your land... my land" parody song about a huge log and my friends and i used to sing it in class during awkward silences. fun times!
then again so does mine....
[Anonymous]
This is going to sound so cliche but don't worry about what other people think, most of the time the ones who try to put you down are the ones with the lowest self esteem and highest insecurities.

Your top_left pic is very pretty, is that you?

♥Dizzle
hiya, cheers 4 leavin a comment. im bored 2. goin xmas shoppin 2day...wiv no money...fuck. ah wel. c yas.
i concur buddy.
also, do you remember that hippie!? he had like .. dreds and was blonde and did pocket mulch and was a level 5 vegan(didn't eat anything that cast a shadow)
he was hot ... er, for a cartoon ;)
haha, that got me thinking about who i would have a crush on if having a crush on a cartoon wasn't rediculous.
i think it'd have to be either that hippie that lisa fell in love with that one time, or bart :)
seriously.
i'd rather be best friends with homer than good friends with my crush. :P
people fucking suck.
i'd rather spend time with the simpsons than most of my friends.
good choice there. :)
yeah, it sucks when people bash you...

and yeah, i hate it when everything bad hits you all at once. it wouldnt be so bad if it was just one thing at a time.

but it never seems to work that way...
[Anonymous]
yea me 2. too much work. :)
[Anonymous]
yea same here. thats about the only reason i like 2 go 2 skool. so i can talk 2 ppl and give me somethin 2 do.
[Anonymous]
o sounds fun. im not really doin much either. just on this thing and talkin 2 ppl on AIM.
[Anonymous]
yea. :) so.... wats up?
[Anonymous]
lol yea. its kind of hard 2 write stuff when u dont have much 2 work with is it? lol
[Anonymous]
lol yea. i didnt no wat else 2 write. :)
[Anonymous]
Life is always easier once you begin the elimination of bitches and your so called "friends". If she's making you feel this way then it sounds like you need to find a new best friend because she's a rather shitty one.

Is it alright if I add you to friends?

♥Dizzle
heres ur comment. :) im tired... lol
[Anonymous]