well today is shit. skool. and yea my sister is the biggest btich i kno...i swaer ppl say were gonna get along but shes just like the worst person i kno. shes so bitchy. she keeps calling martin disgusting. she doesne even kno... also ive been dating martin for a lil now. but i dont htink hes the right one. at ALL. i duno i like him alot, and i kno he likes me to. but i just dont see this going much further. maybe im talking outta my ass. i mean its weird ive only known him for a whole week and i feel like a slut bc iv already gone to 3rd base...yea it was my first time...and i did feel bad but now i dont care. my sister has no idea about this but im NEVER telling her anything again. she'll just tell everyone and make me feel bad. that bitch. i kno maybe i shudnt have and martin thought we shuda been slower to but i mean...we were in the back seet under a bridge my the beach...but i dont care. im just starting to think that martin isnt who i wanna be with. but i duno...i'll see him later and maybe i'll change my mind... neways i hate my sister...i'll never love that bitch. if it were my choice id want her to die in some kinda accident...that wud be cool.