im writing in this so much now haha y i dont know. im so in love hah ive never been this way. wen brads driving and he holds me from the back seat i feel like if i died i wud die happy in his arms. i drew him a picture in class of a rose and it said i love you i gave it to him and the day after he gave me this note: I love you So muchbut i cnat draw. So i'll robot or kiss you wen you read this. or i can write a song about you your choice. I miss you so much i cant stand being away from you. when im not with yuou i dont feel rite but wen im with you i feel so so happy. you probably think im joking wen i say im going ot marry you...o but im not. i have never felt this way...and i love it. i never watn to leace you. i cant stop thinking about you. wow. i just made you read alot hahaha im sorry... I LOVE YOU guh damn i love him. i seriously have never felt this way b4. i hope he means it. i really do. i love being with him. i love him. i never want to leave him. he makes me laugh and his friends are so cool too. haha hes so cute. the other day brad asked how long weve been together.... matts like "a thousand years" :D o yes... i hate being away from him. but hes never far from my mind. fri- Another day with my love. i died him and his friends hair today. yep. haha i cud seriously die happy in his arms. he wrote me another note and i wrote one to him. i really love him.............. o and he knows it. he says im his everything. I know who im marrying. its offical.