the rains slowly taking over my life..

by problem
Listening to: the shitty rain
Feeling: vain
Well today was "Interesting"..I had a water fight with some of my friends..Then whent swimming..And now its pissing down. n i am caged up in my house..any way the good news is all my friends seem o.k today..Seems i am the only one that feels depressed..no change there.... =)
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Your friends may seem ok, but what if they aren't really? is there something hiding behind their smiles? ah, I don't know. I hope you stop feeling depressed. its not a good way to live life.. I kno.


- I like your background. its cute.
[Anonymous]
yeah they always put on these plasticy smiles..I can see straight through them..But this time i think they are genuinely ok,well most of them ( i dont like my background..realy need to get it sorted)
why do friends cut themselves? im still wondering why 3 of my friends do...
[Anonymous]
i did for a short period of time..It effects diferant people in diferant ways..I found my giving my self physical pain..it made my emotional pain go away for a while..But i still cant completly get my head around why they are doing it..they have everything they want in there lifes..Argh
rain does suck especialy on mothers day! o man! i'd be in the house prolly sleepin heheh anywho i like the kitty! xoxo -KATIE
[Anonymous]