just a little bit of a convo i had on MSN with my friend Nellie : ( my names chlo in it hers is the other ) I want to be able to look at her, and not feel so threatened, and I want to be able to look at him and not feel so hurt says: A KNO! WHAT IF WE JUST GO SUMWHERE ONE FRIDAY AFTER SKOOL, GET ON THE BOAT AND SEE WHERE WE END UP Chlo says: YEAH! AND LIKE DONT TELL ANY ONE WERE WE ARE GOIN! SEE HOW MUCH THEY FUCKIN CARE, PROBABLY WONT EVEN BAT A EYE LID I JUST WANT TO RUN AWAY .. AND IF THE WORST COMES TO THE WORST MY MUM WOULD PROBABLY BE COOL WITH IT IF WE STAYED WITH HER FOR A BIT COZ WHEN SHE COMES UP HERE SHE LETS ME STAY OF SKOOL JUST TO SPEND TIME WI HER I want to be able to look at her, and not feel so threatened, and I want to be able to look at him and not feel so hurt says: we have t do this Chlo says: we SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO have t do this! I want to be able to look at her, and not feel so threatened, and I want to be able to look at him and not feel so hurt says: we WILL do this" Chlo says: YEAH! WE WILL PLAN IT SO MUCH! ..so much that it ISNT actually planed at all..all we know is that it WILL happen..and we HAVE our ferry tickets out of this shit hole I want to be able to look at her, and not feel so threatened, and I want to be able to look at him and not feel so hurt says: exactly, Chloe, get a job... earn muni... i'll work as much as a can and save muni so we can get away... earn and earn and earn... if we just get a book of ferry tickets, we can come back whenever... we dont have t b back in 5 days we can come back whenever... WE ARE GONNA DO THIS CHLOE Chlo says: WHEEEEEEEEE! we are SOO gonna! I WILL SAVE UP ALL MY POCKET MONEY(god you dont know how 4-year-old-ish that sounds ) and i will EVENTUALLY get a job hopefully. we WILL do this ..and if any one else has problems in there head we can take them..But not to many ppl dont want a big gang bang of ppl we are SO gonna do this! I want to be able to look at her, and not feel so threatened, and I want to be able to look at him and not feel so hurt says: we ARE Chloe, stuff our Blackpool plans, all planning goes in2 this we are SO gonna do this, fuck school fuck our problems. fuck my mum and dad always arguing. fuck them all..sideways =)