I just wrote a whole bitch assed story on today..And it didnt save. it didnt fucking save. so any way, i went shopping today with...£40 .. so i didnt buy much. Just a skirt for the disco and some make up. I watched boselecta last nite Avid Merrion is so funny..So secksay!..Lol Yeah any way. i reeeeeaaaaallllllly want to spend some time with *someone* I hope he is at the club on wednesday night.. MY WRISTS ARE FOOKIN SCARLESS!. yah!.. Toodles. xxxxxx FIRST paragaph of me poem ((more added soon)) Invisable, thats how i feel The nightmares i have worsen, and slowly become real The anger within these four walls grow each night Like a shark in a tank with me, waiting to take a bite