I thaught i was over it.. obviously not. Dylan called me fat today, normaly i just laugh and say i know look at this beer belly!..But today..well it was differant. Although he said it in a jokey way i still cant get it out of my head..I thaught those days of sleepless nights,making my self sick and looking in the mirror every 5 minutes were behind me..WHO WAS I FUCKIN FOOLING. i am a fat bitch, and i need to do something about it. FUCK what the eating disorders specialist says "oh chloe u must relise that you are 5 and a half stone and need to gain weight" AND FUCK LIFE. gotta go Peace out. prob.