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Feeling: foggy
Well, I did it again, typed an entry and lost it. This is really starting to piss me off. Anyhow, the day has been long, only got like 4 hours of sleep last night, it was really rough. Anyhow, I'm so missing my girl. I'm totally counting hours until I'm home. I can't wait for her to see her surprise. She is gonna blow a gasket, totally lose it, I hope. I wanna tell her soooo bad, but I can't, but it's really hard. I wanna tell ya'll too, but I've had to put top secret clearance on this one to make it all work out okay. Anyhow, everybody is gonna have to know at one time, I just can't risk it. Things have been about he same out here, frustrating, but getting better, cause I know I won't be coming back. I hope everyone that I work with now will do well in the future. Being out here makes things tough. I have 3-4 guys that I work with that are haveing marriage problems, and one guy went in recently to take care of his baby in the hospital, and right before he left, his wife called him and said that she was divorcing him. He and I had talked about his problems earlier in the hitch, but he was so sure everything would work out. Poor guy. I feel really bad for him, he's really young, and has kids and now this. Anyhow, I need to run, I'm tired and need to crash. Take care ya'll, and God bless!
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i'm excited for your surprise too. :) i bet she will love it.
too bad for that guy. :-(

Hope the rest of your trip goes by quickly, as I am sure your girl is looking forward to see you just as much. Can't wait to hear what the surprise is either!!
4 more days!!!!!!!!!! I miss you! And it's not fair for you to keep reminding me of my surprise if you're not gonna give any more hints! Love you babe
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