gorilla is off my back

by thereshope4tomorrow on August 29th 2003, 12:00AM

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Feeling: reluctant

well im writing at this time caz i cant sleep. and i go online and my sis is on and she has to get up in like 2 hours. but shes having problems with her bf. hes such a freakin kool guy. and theni started talking to her. i admitted things i havent really told anyone except bryanna. but it felt good and i thought that she should know because shes my sis and should know. but it all has to do with my ex SUICIDAL gf that dumped me for drugs and alcohol. fuk that bitch i wannna kill her for all the emotional probs she gave me....never cried that much in my life. Because i wanted to die everysingle day that i was going out with her.. grrr offf that ok tomm i plan to hang out with sharla like ALL DAY caz i really wanna be with her tomm but yeah i am on a MAN HUNT for stephanie(noxmorextears)i though dennis but no she didnt like that sorry asian i tried. but i dunno im kinda feeling tired so im gunna try to sleep

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i fucking love you nuck. best fucking friend. i hate that bitch so much. fuck that suicidal whore. im gonna light her ugly face on fire. then kick it in to put out the flames. hahaha it will be so fucking fun. i say we take hammers and spray paint to her house...? sound like a plan? haha i knew it would. well she is worthless. WORTHLESSS and if she died like..right now..no one would even care...well..atleast we wouldnt..adn thats all...

[Anonymous]

...all that matters because we are the fucking DWC. haha represent. later nuck. i hope u have fun with sharla tomorrow. im really glad you found someone. your happiness makes me really happy.

HELP! why the fuck wont this SIT let me sign in. ~ASLOVERSGO~

aww im soryr about your ex. she sounds like a bitch if she makes you that unhappy. im so sorry. but im glad you had a nice talk with your sister. and i hope you feel better now. if you want to talk to me ANYTIME im here for you ok? i hope you know that. i luv u

well i dont' really know about your ex but im really sorry to hear that she made you so miserable and im here if you ever need to talk to anyone.
well i'll see you later today when we have tons of fun cuz we are just fun kewl people..woo.

talk to me? about what?

[beautifulxdisaster]

you know, we have a lot in common. my ex was also suicidal and stuff and it made my life hell. every night i would try to talk him out of killing himself or taking osmething or cutting himself. and everytime i couldnt help i would get so depressed and it just made my life horrible. i did things i never thought i would and now that im happy-for the most part i want to forget everything about him. so if u wana talk im running out of room...love u.

yah the guy steph went out with i liked him A LOT and i always tried to get him to not commit suicide or cut everynight for about 6 months! and it was the same with this other guy too. ugh it made my life a living hell and i became SO depressed that i wanted to die. The only good thing that came out of it was i met steph. But i did things i never thought i would do and i regret soo much cuz of them. So i understand where you are comin from.

so i just want to let you know that if you EVER want to talk you can talk to me.

VERY powerful.

Dude...i wish i could come live with you.Foster homes suck!Everyone i care about has left me basically and my only biological sibling that hasn't is on the verge of being adopted without me.

**HoPe**